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[chaz]

which ones are your favorite

[chuffle]

Depends on my mood. I have a nice fat vibrator that when I'm really horny does the trick. I have a little clit stimulator that almost feels like someone's sucking on me.

What I want with you, though, is I want to be spread on your fat cock, but I want you in my ass from behind, so that you can watch as I fuck my pussy with that vibrator.

[chaz]

[he doesn't know why the city even bothers to hijack her device when the things she says voluntarily are just as filthy, if not moreso.]

let's start there

[chuffle]

Yeah? Okay.

Tell me a story, first.

[chaz]

about what

[chuffle]

Tell me a monster story you would hear on a night at sea.

[chaz]

[he was expecting something filthy, given the sex toy talk, but this is an interesting surprise. stories aren't his strength, but he can repeat what he's heard before easily enough.

(he switches back to voice-to-text for this, so it doesn't take a hundred years.)]

there was an old man on teach's crew when i joined up

name of gant or gaunt or something

used to swear up and down he'd seen a beast that was half octopus, half shark

said it had two mouths where those creatures had mouths so it could eat from both ends and that it was bigger than the ship it dragged into the depths. he said the only warning the men aboard had was the sound of the sea starting to boil and by the time they figured out why, it was pulling their ship out from underneath them into water so black it made them disappear the moment they went under

[chuffle]

Do you believe it’s true?

[chaz]

fuck no. how would that thing take a shit

[chuffle]

[She is snort laughing.]

it’s a practical question, I guess. The kind of one that would have earned me a smack.

[chaz]

fucker called me a cunt at the time

[in some ways he hasn't changed much.]

i believe in dark water and animals that can and will kill me

but i sailed for almost twenty years after that and never saw anything like that, so i don't believe in half shark half octopus

[chuffle]

How old were you?

Well I don’t believe it either

[chaz]

you asked, i'm answering. and 18, 19, maybe

[even he's not sure exactly how old he is. (or was.)]

[chuffle]

I didn’t say it had to be true!

Were you a pain in the ass as a teenager?

[chaz]

had no patience for bullshit

[the whole ordeal of enduring and escaping slavery had shaved off some of the more pointless ways that teenagers are obnoxious, but by that point he was already fighting his way out of every confrontation. fortunately teach was quick to rein him in.]

but teach said i ought to let men have their superstitions if it gave them respect for the sea

made sense thinking about it like that

[chuffle]

[She likes the idea of Teach. She wants to meet the one that was like a father, when the only one she met was a loser.]

Sensible. That's how you gain the respect of people who are dumber than you.

Would you have been intimidated by me, as a teenager? Or would you have tried to win me over?

[chaz]

what were you like as a teenager

[he has his suspicions, of course, but would rather hear her point of view.]

[chuffle]

Oh, I was a terror. High on power, you know? My aunties spent a lot of time slapping the shit out of me to get me to behave. That's how we learn.

I was confident. Sure of myself. I've always known I was beautiful.

[chaz]

i don't doubt any of it

i was trying to prove myself then

[it's the caveat. objectively a tumultuous and often frustrating time in a person's life - she may well have found him insufferable.]

but you'd have gotten my attention and kept it, one way or the other

[chuffle]

I like the idea of that. Of having met you, before, of having gotten your attention and made you mine back then.

Not that I don't like having you now. Having you any which way, any time, that's good for me.

But in fairness?

I would have been obsessed with you.

[chaz]

do you think so

what if you weren't a tigress

just a girl

[chuffle]

I would still be obsessed with you. Eyes, hair, intensity? I wouldn't need to be a tiger for that to do a number on me.

If I wasn't a tiger I would still be the most feral girl you ever met.

[A pause, a moment. But then:]

If I was just a girl, I would be that dark girl, that girl that could have been a slave but wasn't. I would have been furious, trapped under my stepfather's thumb, sneaking out onto the beach for moments of freedom, going in the water, not letting anyone near me.

[chaz]

[he's silent for a little while at first. it's a bit of an exercise to work his imagination like this, but if he takes his time with it and she lets him, he can join her on that beach that never was.]

you would have seen me watching you

[even if he wanted to be careful about staring, she would have been hypnotic to him. sooner or later, their eyes would have met, and he would have refused to look away.]

i'd wait for that moment, and make sure you knew that i saw you

[chuffle]

[She wonders if he’s ever had a relationship like this, where what ifs are more a game than a regret.]

I imagine I’d know whose crew you belonged to. I’d look you in the eye and stand up straight and I guess if I were a normal girl, some part of me would be a little afraid.

Afraid in that way that thrills. Like jumping off a high place into the water. Like a fight. I wouldn’t want you to know that my heart was beating a little faster, so I think I would raise my chin. Look at you. Refuse to look away.

[chaz]

[it was the same thing that struck him about eleanor. but he doesn't want to tell her that, or think about it at all. he'd rather enjoy her words exactly for what they suggest.]

better watch yourself then

the moment i could find you alone, i would